VampirePrincess66666

I was standing in the dark hallway just waiting for him to appear. I know I shouldn't be but I have to just make sure he's alive. I hadn't heard seen or heard from him in months, years nearly. He had just left me there cold and alone. I don't know why I loved him so much but he would always be my first love maybe that was the reason. I couldn't just leave him be. He was the only man I had ever loved and ever will. He was only three years older than me, but much taller with short dark hair and beautiful blue eyes. Each time I saw him the time that we had spent apart became nothing but a blur filled with unpleasant memories, but this time was d

The Blank Canvas I was sitting outside on the step and they were just looking. I knew it was at me because I could see it in their eyes. They were still partying and dancing but I could see they were still looking at me, because I was the outcast, the one that they could pray on. I was bigger than the rest. I was only invited to this stupid party because I'm friends with the host but everybody else just looks and thinks "Why is SHE her?" It doesn't help that they are all skinny and popular and can get any guy they want. It all started at on the Friday at the end of school. We had all been talking about what we were getting him and what he w

I can't do this anymore I'm to broken to be in a relationship I'm to broken for you I think it would be easier for both of us, If we just end it now, before I put you through more. I'm sorry for everything I've done, and that I haven't done. I think this is for the better I think we sound take our separate roads I think that is best So i can fix myself and not hurt you more. I'm sorry but this is the only way. I Love you and Goodbye

I decided that I'd better have a shower because I swear I looked horrible, not that Darcy cared. He was still walking around with no shirt on and I was not bothered by that at all. I asked if I could shower and his automatic reply was "As long as I can join" I just looked at him with a blank look on my face. He got the memo and showed me were everything I need was, but then I thought, what am I going to wear? I walked out of the bathroom and back to the kitchen where Darcy was doing something with the coffee machine, I walked in wrapped my arms around him to which he said "Changed our mind have we?" "No, you wish, I came to ask if you have a

I was going to this party with my cousins Cecilia and Josh and I really didn't want to go but they finally convinced me and I went and got ready. I decided to wear my black dress with a peach color under lay and some black lace on top with my black heels. We got to this house and it was beautiful, old and very Italian. I decided that instead of talking to random people I don't know I would go and explore this beautiful house. I walked in to this room that resemble a library books everywhere on shelves, stacked and piled. I thought no one was going to find me until I heard some footsteps behind me, I picked up Romeo and Juliet and turned arou

You are the only thing that is keeping me calm yet as the days go by i know it's wrong but i can;t help it you just so awesome and good. I think. except now when all our plans are dashed and cremated in to a world of nothingness that happens to be now when i get that phone call the plans the ideas the hopes gone in one single call only a short one but it was still a disaster. I hope your okay. I hope the trouble your in goes away so i can see you again. smiling and happy. not to mention in my arms.

I Miss You all so much yet none of you understand how much i need this get away, this 2 weeks of peace away from the clutter of my life and to just have time to understand me. I know that all of that sounds selfish but this year it's differet, it's almost christmas and it's the first one that he isn;t here to cheer things up and make me smile. it's one more presant i don;t have to buy but really want to. So as the days pass of me working out here in the middle of woop woop i realise how much i needed this change of everything. So maybe i will just stay away forever.