What am I??I don't know what i am anymoreI tell people i'm Bisexual,Yet i can pick a Beautiful Girl out of a crowdbut not a Hot Guy..I am confusing myself..and i don't know whetheri like you because your thereor because your my dream guyShe on the other had isbeautifulintelligent in her own wayi know we could workbut i don't think she feels the same for meall i know is thatI Love Her With all My Heartand that is never going to changebut i'm just confusing myselfi'm i a bisexualor am i lesbian ??I don't know anymore
Italian Man - Part 2I decided that I'd better have a shower because I swear I looked horrible, not that Darcy cared. He was still walking around with no shirt on and I was not bothered by that at all. I asked if I could shower and his automatic reply was "As long as I can join" I just looked at him with a blank look on my face. He got the memo and showed me were everything I need was, but then I thought, what am I going to wear?I walked out of the bathroom and back to the kitchen where Darcy was doing something with the coffee machine, I walked in wrapped my arms around him to which he said "Changed our mind have we?" "No, you wish, I came to ask if you have any clothes I can borrow, I'm not walking around all day in my dress" I said with a smirk. He grabbed me by the hand and linked his fingers with mine we walked in to his bedroom and to his wardrobe which was amazing and huge. I have never wanted to scream so much in my life; I looked at a row which was just band shirts Pink Floyd, Nirvana, Queen, ABB
Italian Man - Part 1I was going to this party with my cousins Cecilia and Josh and I really didn't want to go but they finally convinced me and I went and got ready. I decided to wear my black dress with a peach color under lay and some black lace on top with my black heels.We got to this house and it was beautiful, old and very Italian. I decided that instead of talking to random people I don't know I would go and explore this beautiful house. I walked in to this room that resemble a library books everywhere on shelves, stacked and piled. I thought no one was going to find me until I heard some footsteps behind me, I picked up Romeo and Juliet and turned around to see this man standing in the door way he had nice brown hair that was about 3 inches long that sat in the cutest way, and he had a slight facial hair and wore a suit with a bright pink tie. He looked at me and smiled "Nice Choice" he said with a slight touch of sarcasm in his voice. "Well I thought so, and you would be?" I asked shyly with a s
In My ArmsYou are the only thing that is keeping me calm yet as the days go by i know it's wrong but i can;t help it you just so awesome and good. I think. except now when all our plans are dashed and cremated in to a world of nothingness that happens to be now when i get that phone call the plans the ideas the hopes gone in one single call only a short one but it was still a disaster. I hope your okay. I hope the trouble your in goes away so i can see you again. smiling and happy. not to mention in my arms.
AwayI Miss You all so much yet none of you understand how much i need this get away, this 2 weeks of peace away from the clutter of my life and to just have time to understand me.I know that all of that sounds selfish but this year it's differet, it's almost christmas and it's the first one that he isn;t here to cheer things up and make me smile. it's one more presant i don;t have to buy but really want to.So as the days pass of me working out here in the middle of woop woop i realise how much i needed this change of everything.So maybe i will just stay away forever.
The One ThingI do one thing you all critique, judge and be disappointed in me,can't you realize it's my life and I'm GOING to live ithow I want and not how YOU what me to live it.